I have a 8 min breath hold freedive 300’ but my muscle spasms keep me at around 90’ now I have to respect the previous injuries because nerve damage I also got decompression sickness from deep scuba diving why I have shakes i definitely lived an amazing life I think GOD I know GOD will get me through this it’s a season in my opinion my spring and summer will come we are all in a season we all have a fall a winter a summer a spring it’s GODS test and Gods timing I believe GOD will bring me back home and GOD will make a way for me to help others