I hated that guy! Between 2015 and 2018 I had Cervical Fusion both shoulders redone and 2nd lumbar fusion He was over medicated, drank, deep in anxiety depression insomnia ptsd and after Hurricane Harvey and my the 3 lumbar fusion still should have had the other half my neck fused I said all I want is my kids sobriety health and happiness! Now after 3 years acupuncture, learning to walk again dropped 100lbs I love who I am! I’m proud of that! Yes 2015 was a year after my second attempt at suicide, yes 2018 was my final 3rd attempt. But now I’m grateful for the life I have Gods Blessings and my children! Not to mention no booze in almost a year (2 months away) no CBD/Hemp in 6 months, no pills in 3-4yrs was on so many it was insane! #TexasHempChef was just my how #hempguidetohealthyeating my how working out cleaner living sobriety my why! My kids my why! My life my why! #NeverGiveup #suicideprevention #suicidepreventionmonth dial #988 if you need help I went from 300 at my peak to now 175-180lb and cutting @dmramsey