Skull fractures sucks broken bones suck trust me the pain oh yeah it sucks breathing sucks with broken nose and ribs broken bones in legs yeah it was not fun walking all these miles to get to Mérida Mexico USConsulate broken hands even worse nerve damage yeah it was hell and memory problems they fucked me up bad and bugbites broken bones herniated discs from hell was fucking nasty when spoonfuls of puss pour out your arm pits legs and crotch trust me I felt like I died a few times in texas because shit was coming out of me in Cancun and Mérida and toxins that would probably kill most people they definitely tried to kill me

Everyday I wake up in pain total loss nothing to show for what I did I Hate it GOD i can’t stand what they did to me LORD I love I forgive I pray and I still have nothing to love no one to hug it’s just empty after total loss and your nations doesn’t give a fuck about you trust me alone was always easy but when you sacrifice your whole life protecting and serving then they beat the hell out of you false accuse you destroy you trust me ain’t nothing worth fighting for anymore