Everyday I wake up in pain total loss nothing to show for what I did I Hate it GOD i can’t stand what they did to me LORD I love I forgive I pray and I still have nothing to love no one to hug it’s just empty after total loss and your nations doesn’t give a fuck about you trust me alone was always easy but when you sacrifice your whole life protecting and serving then they beat the hell out of you false accuse you destroy you trust me ain’t nothing worth fighting for anymore