Them – what’s it feel like to loose a Gold Medal your Sword Medals Records Military Birth and medical? ME – clearly they tried to erase me! How does it feel? Like every life I saved Alaska Oregon Washington Texas didn’t matter to be honest every mission north and south to the Arctic Circle through Canada USA MEXICO Central South America the Antarctic didn’t matter every ounce of oil cleaned up every soul life family saved didn’t matter because my life doesn’t matter to them that many nations after I worked globally for progress growth culture society it didn’t matter the days I spent 1992-98 training preparing learning didn’t matter the 20 years I spent working with global forces didn’t matter the 8 years of learning loss torture rape being beaten attempted bribes extortion you name it I’ve experienced Good at it’s best and evil at its worst didn’t matter because look where I am now! The numbers speak for them self! In total from birth to now multiple marriages military bases something like 12 atleast apartments dozens of hotels and homes and I have nothing left but a backpack passport and bank card I pray works I’ve lived many lives done great things done things I regret said things I certainly can’t stand! But to this day I’m nothing but a DNA test with a backpack and passport praying all charges against me get dismissed praying something I once owned gets found praying my identity is no longer taken praying I can get on social media to see my children not the world I have nothing been homeless in two nations sure I earned everything you could but they let them take that from me ruin me screw me over so truth is you never have anything you never own anything you can never become something somebody someone unless they get rich first they take it all first they ruin ya first I did everything right and they label me wrong to this day. I saved i suffered I pursued greater but no matter how hard I tried they always took it from me so now I just don’t care, nothing is worth living for nothing is worth protecting nothing is worth anything because they can ruin it all as fast as they did me