I cry and I pray

GOD life should never have been filled with this much loss pain suffering defamation of character I did all I could take save lives tell the truth , and all I wanted was a Loving Wife Home and Family and career protecting communities people our history and culture…. I pray everyday for a better day a Wife a Home the destruction in the past that almost killed me since 1June2018 to be gone from my life. Sad I miss America I pray everyday for a better day wife and home to much pain and way to much physical suffering mentally drained physically exhausted spiritual exhausted GOD I pray for better days and restoration a Queen a GOD filled home and they past to be out of my life. Saved to many souls to many lives protected to many posts and nations to have my life ruined no home no property no vehicle no legacy to leave my children. GOD its hell from 1June2018 to date just hell sucks you do all the great stuff for your homeland and you get completely destroyed by corruption gangs cartel mafia MC and told you’ll be killed if you return to America U.S. Coast Guard Department of Homeland Security that breaks my heart after what I did for you Texas Oregon Washington Alaska the Pacific and Gulf Coast and all those agencies and military global it hurts not having a wife to hug me a shoulder to lean on a home breaks my heart they took everything even my wallet and phone. Breaks my heart getting beat to near death that much loss and attack on my life.

breaks my heart I couldn’t even enjoy Cancun or Mérida because I’m protecting my life all that’s left just me a passport backpack Bible and prayer prayer one day a woman who loves me shows up and my life is restored GOD your miracle is restoring the broken the lost the unloved the destroyed I look forward to that miracle prayer being answered because I have nothing and did what I was told protect your life got to USConsulate Mérida so I did and told Anna Paulina Luna just breaks my heart GOD did everything I was supposed to and now nothing left I barely eat because the stress and pain no one should ever suffer this much take this much loss loose your entire military career to theft and destruction sucks that Surfman pin that hurricane those lives saved missions and then all I did for texas it sucks this much loss sucks all the surgeries to fix me then they beat me to total destruction sucks paying for vehicles that got stolen ruined sucks building brands trademarks patents never getting paid and seeing it online with a new name sucks fighting global war on terrorism and they accuse me of capital riots sucks fighting human trafficking they sell my sperm take my dna my blood sucks fighting arms trafficking they steal all my guns sucks fighting human trafficking and I feel like I got kidnapped 1June2018 to date Sucks GOD sucks bad when all I can do is pray and be inspired by women like Anna Luna Kristi Noem Tulsi Gabbard Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez sucks work so hard 1992 to date to stay alive save lives and you have nothing left sucks when i believe In Congressman Dan Crenshaw Senator Ted Cruz Office of the Governor Greg Abbott and I get destroyed sucks when I would do anything to protect The White House Vice President JD Vance and President Donald J. Trump and I get accused of capital riots Italian mafia boss terrorism no that’s no who I am! Pretty sure NSA – National Security Agency knows that would hope Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) INTERPOL HQ U.S. Department of War did after what I did for our nation and Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency – DARPA and I know Association for Rescue at Sea, Inc. – AFRAS knows me I was a E6 when I earned that medal and Chief when I retired ChiefOfOperations Sabine Pass Texas Coast Guard Station and RECOM ready for operation sector Corpus Christi texas before that sucks this much destruction when I would do anything for my nation Cancun and Mérida Mexico is beautiful but I’ve been through to much hell the flag on the USConsulate made me cry when I saw it because I have nothing left was totally destroyed 1June2018 to date cry everyday since I arrived in Mexico 31Mar2026 cry every night pray 24/7 still cry total loss the pain the suffering all I do is pray and cry because I did all I could told the truth from 1992 to date – David Michael Ramsey

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