God having no home sucks no wife sucks worse missing my kids been hell on me for years total loss of everything I owned hurts my heart paying for a Tacoma that was totaled about seven months ago and a Harley they broke and stole yeah that really frustrates me every month but I’m alive Hotel Dubrovnik Mérida Mexico I got that going for me GOD and would never hurt anyone saved all the lives I could protected America the best I could Hate having nothing hate not having my wallet everything I worked for and earned sucks wish I had my bed my stuff and they didn’t try to kill me hurts my soul definitely wish I had a woman like Anna Paulina Luna in my life