GOD all I ever wanted was a Wife Like Anna Paulina Luna a loving home and to enjoy the world you created why all this loss all these almost death moments why all this destruction the stolen sperm property blood constantly being used why me? Why destroy the 374th Coast Guard Surfman who gave his whole life to defending America building Programs making ports Safer why all this loss destruction why do I not have a home are my finances just being ruined by theft loss destruction why was my identity stolen why do I not have a home nation who protects everything I protected them against why arms trafficking they steal mine human trafficking they sell my sperm dna blood taken war in drugs they accuse me of cocaine when I never even tried it one time! Why after the security clearance and all the trusted jobs the coast guard gave me as a founding member of DHS can they accuse me of being a mafia boss and terrorist and make me a trustee farmer inmate in two counties unlawfully and then cops beat me to near death and gangs cartel mafia MC threaten my life and run me out of texas with cops watching it’s all bullshit GOD I took all the loss I got broke into everything stolen I called 911 I reported it all and my own insurance company USAA drops me after 25 years because assholes wanna kill me steal my life ruin my identity it’s all bullshit GOD you and All The Angels watched it all happen and they take what ever they can when ever they can in Texas Cancun and Mérida Mexico it’s all crap GOD Why all this attack loss and destruction and my home nation clearly won’t help why did I protect America sacrificed my best years just to get ruined by corrupt cops gangs cartels mc and texas mafia bullshit and death threats beaten chased by armed who ever they where and literally told I would be killed if I return Why God Why allow all this when I saved that many American Lives and had nothing to do with corruption gangs cartel or mafia or terrorist anywhere specially Texas where my youngest daughter was born thanks to my testicular reconstruction then they turn around and steal my blood freeze my sperm and sell it WHY GOD