Oh trust me I want more than anything for my life to be restored specially as a founding member of Department of Homeland Security 100% Disabled Chief The 374th USCoastGuard Surfman I love America why I did what I did 1992 to Present Date and don’t ever question my loyalty to my nation’s leaders I respect them all equally specially after I earn Washington State CoastGuardsmen Of Year ChesterRBenderAward ALTUs TENDO Chiefs Academy Association for Rescue At Sea Gold Medal Life Saving Award in Washington DC and TopFlight McGhee Tyson Air Force Base Knoxville ℹ delivered the best I could for Alaska Oregon Washington Texas America and Multiple nations should have never cost me everything I owned or the beating I took specially as a previous deputized sheriff Oregon state police Purple Heart awarded USCoastGuard Federal Law Enforcement Officer I miss my home nation but after that beating and those death threats and the theft of identity from Gangs Cartels MC Mafias then to get told if I return I will be killed that’s what I pray daily for peace restoration and my home nation saving me. Specially when Anna Paulina Luna is my hero I may have been a hero to many saved millions with the coast guard but her she’s mine and I love her think she’s the most beautiful example of woman I have ever seen in my life and seeing her smile gives me a reason to keep trying praying and missing America