Lord God, I pray for Your protection as I begin this day. You are my hiding place, and under Your wings I can always find refuge. Protect me from trouble wherever I go, and keep evil far from me.

Trust me i sold my panga when I got accused of cartel shit stopped doing taxidermy when wardens raided me in full tactical gear got baker acted twice and investigated for capital riots lmfao no joke then to get death threats extorted bribed and then and lost my company my wife my whole life I called for help and got arrested next day after I got broke into what a shitshow 2022 has been I pray GOD you give me the strength to show the woman I love I’m sober, and be the best dad I can be. It’s been 3.5yrs no pills, 2 yrs ño cannabis, 14+ months no alcohol, since March/April no hemp GOD i prayed for sobriety and family when I retired from military in 2018. Serving our nation was hard and just as hard on my family. GOD I pray for wholeness love and restoration… amen btw I love law enforcement, City state and federal so no disrespect but this year and since I retired has been hell. I’m sorry I over reacted I’m sorry I wasn’t myself. But I was trying to protect myself, family, and $30,000 invested. GOD please help me be the best man, father, and hopefully man that falls in love again with the woman he loves still amen. Prayers work this is my prayer. Learning to walk again twice was hell loosing all the weight hell getting off 26 prescriptions hell. Anxiety depression insomnia ptsd is hell. I just want to be loved miss my kids and miss my family and friends … GOD please bless us all, please forgive me for being human please give me more strength more ways to love more ways to shine. GOD Bless #love #military #work #cannabis #learning #help #lawenforcement #godblessamerica