GOD Family, Love Future

“Who I love, Loves Me. Love is my authentic way of seeing and being”… But inner Love, is reflected in outer Love. Inner passion outward passion. DMR

Trust me it’s hard when you have nothing left to give, homeless sucks, no tree, no money for gifts, talk about all in and not even getting to enjoy your kids, family, or friends. Love Forever Forgive Often! I’m still forgiving but it cost me 3 families, my company, hobby, tournament, and life. After 20 year’s military never thought retirement would suck this bad! But hey I’m sober! Went all in on mental health and everyone left me…. That sucks because I threw 1000’s of life rings for everyone else. Lessons learned life is eternal ♾️ should be balanced ⚖️ guess 43 years of getting fucked is what happens to those who give it all so others can have kids money happiness love ❤️ Atleast I’m sober all I wanted when I retired was “more time with family” and sober… guess sober cost me everything so did telling the truth

Surfman374, BMC 99-18 USCG

The title says it all because I love GOD, miss my exwife, miss my family , my friends, look forward to the future. I pray time will heal us all, and pray the time spent wasn’t for nothing because the lessons learned unbelievable. After it’s all said and done your only as good as those around you. Positive is key, Negative Happens. Living in balance is the trick.

You Reap What You Sow

I was definitely “all in”

The journey was definitely something

I have “Deleted the Page”! It was definitely an adventure from nothing to the ArcheryTradeShow , SwampPeople , and a bunch of other shows on Pursuit Sportsman Outdoor Channel. A dream come true. But I lost myself, and lead to me loosing more. The Stress can almost kill ya. The Journey to Patent TradeMark new packages new image was brutal. I gave it my 💯 … I did my best. But in the end it was taken from me at my lowest moments my darkest hours. Now I’m Sober and living. What I Learned from it all. People will always do what’s best for themself first. So after 8 years I’m letting go and giving it to my Creator. To focus on a better life with way less stress. It’s hard walking away. I spent 100percent more than I ever got back. But now #Surfman374 must focus on today. Because tomorrow hasn’t happened yet. Hit the website up show love. Support the Company that was my dream. I love the lessons learned. Shoutout to all who believe in something. Never give up. But sometimes learn to walk away. Often times your greatest crash leads to the best future. I wish more than anything the return on the investment of energy time and money would swing my way. But I realized real life is filled with failure, crushed dreams, and epic collapse. It’s what you do after that counts. Never be afraid to push hard. Never be afraid to let it go. Some things are just note that to be. For me, Al I ever wanted was to Be a CoOwner, Chief Marketing Officer, and run a Spearfishing Tournament. But now, I just want to enjoy life, less stress, and focus on GOD, Myself, Family what’s left of tribe circle ⭕️

Pull Grip Grip

GatorGripp #GatorGrippHd #gatorgripprms #gatorgrippracksystems #gatorgrippapproved #gatorgripphdracks #gatorgrippicks #gatorgripphdatashow #gatorgrippswag because I’m a Silent Partner unfortunately that’s what I was told via text message no longer #CoOwner #CMO @dmramsey it was a blast from 2014-present date… thanks for watching me enjoy my dream in the #outdoorindustry but like everything in life we grow we learn we live we move on… Gator-Gripp Dot Com

CoOwner #chiefmarketingofficer #Patentholder #trademarkowner #CoOwnerLife #BattleBuddies

veteranowners I served with honors in the USCG 1998-2018 I’m proud of #veteranowned

You can party with the monkeys or walk with the lions 💐

Don’t fuck up! Get up listen and enjoy the journey don’t destroy it


Just stay focused do not fight the process! This a big journey everyone everyday is the beginning of a new life it awaits! I pray for all of us, love you all! And pray if your healing you listen to your doctors take your medicine, listen to the Physicians, Therapists, and Heal properly! Trust me! It’s all for nothing if you go backwards! So push forward! It’s gonna hurt like hell! But you got this! Listen, Learn, Love and forgive! What I had to do! So if it worked for me it will work for you! Make us all proud and come out of this a new man or woman! You got a great future you just have to heal inside and out. Remember as above so below! Good in good out! Positive in Positivity Out! Don’t let anything stop you! You got this! I’m a veteran father man son brother I’m a man because my GOD parents family Team Military Friends always taught me NeverGiveUp!

Take charge of your life, help others, love forgiveness and share what they are doing don’t destroy it! Order and Chaos Positivity and
Negativity it’s about Balance ⚖️💯♾️

Never take more than you need r what isn’t yours! Because GOD see’s everything what comes around goes around! You will Reap What You Sow! Love is the Answer ❤️‼️

When I think of my family makes me miss meat balls fried bread and pizzelles “still got my grandmas pizzelle baker

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