Through Hell and Back

What does Jesus says about forgiveness?
“Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” “For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.” “Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone.

I pray everyone would forgive me for what I did which was react to a horrible situation so please #ForgiveMe I’m a Veteran who served 20 years went through hell to become sober and it cost me my kids my marriage my company

Word of advice when ya get evicted by your family don’t throw her clothes in front yard!

FACT I was looking for my CBD (Delta8/10) Flower & Concentrate and Money that got stolen (yes I call 911 CCPD FBI) I was freaking out because someone took my stuff and I hadn’t seen my wife or daughter in about a month! Unfortunately was given I need to go letter from her a day before an eviction notice from my now ex mother InLaw you know what it’s like to have to live the rest of my life knowing this is how I spent my last hours with a Woman I called mom and gave a grand daughter to whom I also buried her mom and dad in Maryland!
It’s painful and heart breaking knowing that because a lot of people made bad choices I have to live with this one the rest of my life!

I miss my Morher InLaw and never got to say 😢 sorry in person! This is why LOVE & Forgive is so important and when ya say I do stick it out work it out! Because it’s hell if they die, or leave ya dealing with this the rest of my life sucks! I’m speaking truth because I’m not the only one who made poor choices. I miss my kids got accused of horrible stuff! Worse thing I ever did was splashed water on someone! Yep knocked a window out because cops weren’t listening that was a totally bad decision let me tell ya! But after I got my company stollen from me and lies were being spread I was just trying to speak truth while no one listened … of course I got upset! Would you if people were verbally and physically abusing wouldn’t you if ya lost your company wouldn’t you if someone accused ya of running drugs and humans!! Wouldn’t you is someone showed up with a letter and said hi bye! After 8 yrs I snapped! Three times! 3 TIMES People in 8 years!!!

Never hurt anyone but definitely broke two windows (I paid for repair that was stupid and my mental health doctors said nope just anxiety depression insomnia ptsd and he’s pissed off) I definitely didn’t turn to drinking I don’t drink and was never told I was alcohol dependent in the last 24 yrs from military or va. As for drugs HEMP Is legal! It’s all I was using for last two years yes Cannabis for two years before that!

So here’s the deal Ladies and Gentlemen don’t act up because people will use it against ya! And keep calling 911 if they don’t believe ya! And locals and FEDS not one of the agencies believed what I was reporting funny how it was all TRUE!

I definitely regret the choices I made that day.

I wish I would have kept calling 911 Vs wake up the next day and have cops follow me back home definitely wrong way To go about that day!

This is not how ya want your final days to be with a now gone mom I’m so sorry mom for what I did I just wish they would have listened to me Vs turning against me.

And then living cheating stealing still talking shit behind my back! Definitely not fun living in Corpus Now because I don’t get to see my kids my exwife hates me and all her family and friends kicked me out! So yeah I’m alone frustrated working out walking alot and eating healthy and sober!

imsorry #myprayer #forgiveness

My #PrayerCall I confessed this is how I speak truth

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” “For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more.” “Love prospers when a fault is forgiven, but dwelling on it separates close friends.”


I just want my kids to know I love them
And miss them!

All I wanted after I retired was family time and sobriety lost family got sober

I have #FAITH and #hope the #truth will set me #free because #TheUniverseLovesme #Trust in #GOD of GODS Lord of LORDS KIng of KINGS! The Most HIGH @dmramsey Not Today will I fall not tomorrow either! #TrueStory Surfman374
iamready #GOD #peace #love #prosperity #abundance #HOPE #Faith #Sober #ingoditrust amen 🙏🏾 that’s what it takes 24/7 – 365 days a year! Know GOD is working magic and the Universe is answering Amen LORD ThankYou for another Day! I may have been broken, may have lost it all, but I have Faith, Hope, & LOVE is the Answer!!!
Love you GOD!
Amen I say… Amen for this day… #godonlyknows

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