@baypoint_apartments 🇺🇸💙 @surfman374

“I’m about to be homeless”, please pray for me only have 7 days @rigsreefclassicspearfishing @uscg BMCRamsey

Semper Paratus Y’all 🇺🇸 from 374 💙

I discovered what parental alienation truly means it sucks. I never got a daddy daughter dance and love and miss my daughters and son. All I have left is an Empty Gun Safe, a shadow box and Gold Medal from the WHITEHouse.

I’ve lost two families, I’ve lost my dreams, I’ve lost my adventures, I’ve lost my memories…

From Family Time, too loosing my home, Identity Theft, Property Theft and Vehicle Loss. Life shouldn’t be this hard but for some reason it is.

I’m thankful I’m alive after 20 years as a Coast Guard Surfman and Chief. I’m thankful I survived 50 foot seas 50 foot waves. I’m thankful I was able to rescue 100’s of 1000’s of lives.

I’m thankful I survived defending America 20 years as a Coast Guard Boarding Officer Federal Law Enforcement Officer of The Day Surf Duty Officer Small Arms Instructor.

I’m thankful I could fight the war on Human Trafficking, Drug Trafficking, Port Security, Global War on Terrorism. I’m thankful for everyone I served with. My only hope was to defend this great Nation, my Goal was to Spearfish, Archery Hunt, Gold Prospect, Hike, Fish, Camp, Climb, Swim, and Freedive. my Goal Was providing a safe home for my children. My goal was alway love my family, always be there for my fellow Coasties. My Goal was enjoying life as a Veteran. But since I retired in 2018, I’ve had to weather storms I could never imagine. From 142 in jail to losing everything I loved. I’m not perfect, I’ve made mistakes. I’ve given everything to GOD for 46 years, and I pray GOD restores me. I pray GOD saves what’s left. I Pray GOD gives me back the years lost. I pray GOD protects what’s left of my body.

After 3 lumbar Fusions, Cervical Fusion, Bilateral Shoulder and wrist surgery, Knee Surgery, and years of rehabilitation I pray makes me whole mentally spiritually physically I pray GOD protects me, I pray one day I have a home I never have to move away from I pray people see me for who I truly am not for who they say I am. When it comes to the war on cocaine, corruption, property theft, identity theft I pray GOD protects me from those evils. I have never put my Hands on a Man Woman or Child unless it was to save them I admit I’ve yelled I admit I’ve acted up I admit I’m sorry for the wrongs in my past.

But I can say this I’ve never done cocaine, I’m not an alcoholic, and I’m definitely not suicidal I have my life, my 3 daughters and a son I live for. I trust GOD every day! I love Jesus with all my mind body soul. I’m thankful I’m NOT a DRUG addict! I’m thankful I’m not addicted to PILLS! I’m thankful I’m not an alcoholic! After 20 years US Coast Guard and 7 years as a Veteran yes I have PTSD, Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia! Yes it’s caused me to act up in the past, yes I would do anything to defend my nation, protect my life and protect others. After months and years of rehab and treatment i definitely know what’s best. I definitely listen to my doctors, therapists. Im tired of people stealing tired of the lies, tired of the cheating. I’ve never cheated I’ve always done my best and I will 100 percent stand on who I am and what I can do for my self and others. I’ve held paintball tournaments Spearfishing Tournaments I’ve held fund raising events I’ve helped 100’s of 1000’s of people of helped build women’s shelters I’ve helped And enjoyed many things from The Special Olympics to working with Alaska Oregon Washington and Texas I’ve worked on the Bering Sea, The Pacific Ocean, The Gulf Of America I’ve been apart of missions that had Global Reach Global Impact but it’s cost me everything I ever loved and all my dreams. I pray for peace every I pray America remains the Great Nation it’s always been I pray for our President our Leaders our Military our Law Enforcement our EMS Doctors and Nurses I pray for our Ports, our Cities our States. I pray for Mexico Canada Central and South America and I pray for our Global Partners so all our children might have a bright future I pray for all those whom like me risk their lives or did.

Life has challenged me has cost me everything I loved. I have no home no vehicle I’ve lost everything I loved. But I pray for a miracle I pray for salvation and restoration I pray for my family and I pray for my friends I pray for the people who took from me I pray for the people who helped me. I honor my Mother and Father. I forgive and I move forward because it’s the only choice I have. GOD you know what’s happened you know the truth I pray for restoration recovery and hope the future is bright because for 46 years it’s been filled with more pain suffering and loss. I pray someday something Good Happens

I wish GOD was an FBI agent because in 3 years I’ve had both my vehicles ruined , had somewhere between 50-100k in identity theft , all my guns stolen my identity stolen, my storage unit and home broke into and now I’m getting evicted in 6 days and have no home or way to move as a 100 percent disabled veteran after 20years in the @uscg definitely praying for a Miracle GOD Jesus if you hear me please all I wanna do is survive and see my kids @surfman374 I’ve never felt so destroyed and defeated I don’t even have a vehicle and don’t know how the heck I’m gonna move my property after 3 lumbar fusion’s cervical fusion bilateral shoulder and wrist surgery my body is so beat up I’m just thankful I’m alive but never thought it would cost me everything I’ve lost a brand trademark patent a tournament all my taxidermy equipment my hunting gear my dive gear the last 3 years have not only cost me but also kept me from my daughters and son after hurricane Harvey I prayed life would get better and I haven’t stopped praying I’m thankful for my local police but this is just an absolute mess… I’m definitely thankful for the VA and the help mentally and physically but I never thought life would rock me this hard I thought waves were big in the surf tell ya what these waves straight cleaned me out the last 3 years GOD i would love a miracle here’s to staying alive being all in and giving it all to GOD … love y’all ❤️